htmlet me just stop you there while I go jump of that bridge.

Today is not a good day. For four reasons:

1. In my course we have to learn html (the code for building a website) and it's REALLY hard. I'm not a programmer, I have no trouble designing what I want my website to look like but when it comes to writing the code I have no idea what my tutor is saying. Guuuh.

2. I found out I have to go out for a 'hospitality dinner' with my work tomorrow. It's basically a kind of training, they take some of us out for dinner and we have to observe what good service looks like. I really wanted to avoid eating out for a while because I just feel bad afterwards. And also we don't know where we are going so I can't even check to see if they have nutritional info on the internet. 

3. My flatmate told people in my class I'm now a vegan. Which isn't true, it's six days a week and not permanent. My class friends won't make jokes for long but I'm just mad that she told them such an unnecessary thing. she can be really insensitive sometimes.

4. Now that I'm back in my flat, I don't have any working scales. It's driving me crazy not knowing how much I weigh. I think you can get them in Boots down the road, so I might walk down in a bit and see if I can buy some. 

But that's all the moaning I'm going to do today. Just had to let that out.

On the plus side, the veganism is still good. It's 3pm and so far I've had 1 cup herbal tea, 1 cup cornflakes (no milk obv), 1 nectarine, 1/2 grapefruit. I'm not planning on eating much more. I might have another cup of cornflakes later but at the moment I feel fine.

I hope you're all having a good day, 

stay strong!

Rachel x

p.s. If anybody needs cheering up, there's this girl who makes YouTube videos called 'my drunk kitchen'. She essentially just gets drunk and cooks shit. They're really funny and even thought they're about food, they always make me smile. Here is one of her more recent ones about (wouldn't you know) vegan cheesecake! Hope it makes you smile: